+ Black cat petals and a smiling clown +
Sunday, August 31, 2003
+GAHHHHHHHHH!!+
I am stupidly crying right now. I dunno what to do with my freakin life!!
Hearing: Mmmm Mmmmm Mmmmm right now. this song's such a tear jerker. neway, fare-dee-well.. huhu..
XOXOXO
+Mmmm Mmmm+
Crash Test Dummies
Once there was a kid who
Got into an accident and couldn't come to school
But when he finally came back
His hair had turned from black into bright white
He said that it was from when
The cars had smashed him so hard
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Once there was this girl who
Wouldn't go and change with the girls in the change room
But when they finally made her
They saw bithmarks all over her body
She couldn't quite explain it
They'd always just been there
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
But both the girl and boy were glad
'Cause one kid had it worse that that
'Cause then there was this boy whose
Parents made him come directly home right after school
And when they went to church
They shook and lurched all over the church floor
He couldn'r quite explain
They'd always just gone there
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
¶ 5:42 PM
I am stupidly crying right now. I dunno what to do with my freakin life!!
Hearing: Mmmm Mmmmm Mmmmm right now. this song's such a tear jerker. neway, fare-dee-well.. huhu..
XOXOXO
+Mmmm Mmmm+
Crash Test Dummies
Once there was a kid who
Got into an accident and couldn't come to school
But when he finally came back
His hair had turned from black into bright white
He said that it was from when
The cars had smashed him so hard
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Once there was this girl who
Wouldn't go and change with the girls in the change room
But when they finally made her
They saw bithmarks all over her body
She couldn't quite explain it
They'd always just been there
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
But both the girl and boy were glad
'Cause one kid had it worse that that
'Cause then there was this boy whose
Parents made him come directly home right after school
And when they went to church
They shook and lurched all over the church floor
He couldn'r quite explain
They'd always just gone there
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm
¶ 5:42 PM
+LIKE A VIRGIN.. SCREWED FOR THE 21st TIME!!+
I saw the MTV video music awards.. for the opening number, There was this humongous cake w/c had a staircase and Britney Spears was going down on it while singing the first few lines of Madonnna's 1980's hit song "Like a virgin". She's dreesed up in a short slutty wedding gown. then Cristina Aguilera came ringing a flowery bell ( Also in a slutty wedding gown) and sang the chorus of like a virgin with her oh so powerful and soulful voice then they (Britney and Cristina) were dancing and Crawling on the stage giving those Horny guys in the moshpit the time of their lives. once in a while, the camera turns to Justin Timberlake who gives this What-the-fuck-is- my- ex-loser-slutty-Britney-doing-up-there?! twitching in utter disgrace. hehe.. then the music stops and the two girls ran and stayed on the opposite sides of the staircase while Madonna elevated on the top of the cake and sang the first line of her new song Hollywood. Then she thunders down came to Cristina and Britney, touching them on their asses and legs and.. KISSED EACH OF THEM!! With TONGUES!! GOD!! Madonna talaga.. puro controversial ang mga pinggagagawa.. the camera turns to Loser Avril Lavigne showing her I-sooooo- dislike Britney- and- Cristina. Eminem was shown too but he seems to be having a good time. Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXO ¶ 12:14 PM
I saw the MTV video music awards.. for the opening number, There was this humongous cake w/c had a staircase and Britney Spears was going down on it while singing the first few lines of Madonnna's 1980's hit song "Like a virgin". She's dreesed up in a short slutty wedding gown. then Cristina Aguilera came ringing a flowery bell ( Also in a slutty wedding gown) and sang the chorus of like a virgin with her oh so powerful and soulful voice then they (Britney and Cristina) were dancing and Crawling on the stage giving those Horny guys in the moshpit the time of their lives. once in a while, the camera turns to Justin Timberlake who gives this What-the-fuck-is- my- ex-loser-slutty-Britney-doing-up-there?! twitching in utter disgrace. hehe.. then the music stops and the two girls ran and stayed on the opposite sides of the staircase while Madonna elevated on the top of the cake and sang the first line of her new song Hollywood. Then she thunders down came to Cristina and Britney, touching them on their asses and legs and.. KISSED EACH OF THEM!! With TONGUES!! GOD!! Madonna talaga.. puro controversial ang mga pinggagagawa.. the camera turns to Loser Avril Lavigne showing her I-sooooo- dislike Britney- and- Cristina. Eminem was shown too but he seems to be having a good time. Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXO ¶ 12:14 PM
+ TSK.. TSK..TSK..+
Manolo just left. he interviewed me for his social work subject. I havent started doing my Coski2 paper. I'll do it later and read some of my Psychology hand-outs.. bleech. Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXO
+ANCIENT WALLS OF FLOWERS+
Marcy playground
Ancient walls of flowers tumblin' down
Black cat petals and a smiling clown
I like to keep them in
A jar beside
Just enough to mess my mind inside
But I never heard you callin' from the sun
Did you ever care to shoot your silver gun
No I never heard you callin' from the moon
Did you ever care to sing your free love tune
Ancient walls of whispers falling low
Murmur simmer and I'm feeling slow
Keep me up but keep me in my head
I'll ping a pound of posies 'til I'm dead
But I never heard you callin' from the sun
Did you ever care to shoot your silver gun
No I never heard you callin' from the moon
Did you ever care to sing your free love tune
Ancient walls of flowers tumblin' down
Ancient walls of flowers tumblin' down
Ancient walls of whispers tumblin' down
Ancient walls are tumblin' all over this town
¶ 2:21 AM
Manolo just left. he interviewed me for his social work subject. I havent started doing my Coski2 paper. I'll do it later and read some of my Psychology hand-outs.. bleech. Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXO
+ANCIENT WALLS OF FLOWERS+
Marcy playground
Ancient walls of flowers tumblin' down
Black cat petals and a smiling clown
I like to keep them in
A jar beside
Just enough to mess my mind inside
But I never heard you callin' from the sun
Did you ever care to shoot your silver gun
No I never heard you callin' from the moon
Did you ever care to sing your free love tune
Ancient walls of whispers falling low
Murmur simmer and I'm feeling slow
Keep me up but keep me in my head
I'll ping a pound of posies 'til I'm dead
But I never heard you callin' from the sun
Did you ever care to shoot your silver gun
No I never heard you callin' from the moon
Did you ever care to sing your free love tune
Ancient walls of flowers tumblin' down
Ancient walls of flowers tumblin' down
Ancient walls of whispers tumblin' down
Ancient walls are tumblin' all over this town
¶ 2:21 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2003
+ WAAASSSSUUUP JONATHAN?!+
Ive been thinking, If i were to have a son someday, what will i name the kiddo?! Ive been thinking about this name, though relatives might disown me for giving my baby a demonic name. I WANT TO NAME MY SON.. "LUCIFER". Lucifer by the way means, the "Light Bearer" "Lights of Lights".. before Lucifer became Satan, he was the most handsome of all the archangels. God loved Lucifer so much that he has bestowed upon him the gift of beauty and light. Note: I am in no way a follower of satan and his church. I simply love the name Lucifer. and I am not trying to be deviant by doing this. The name given to us is the best gift we got from our parents. My name "Jonathan" means " Gift of God" "God Giveth" Ilove names from the bible. they have such great meanings. i dunno if I am making any sense here but as of the moment, this is what i am thinking of. fare-dee-well for now..
XOXOXO ¶ 11:14 AM
Ive been thinking, If i were to have a son someday, what will i name the kiddo?! Ive been thinking about this name, though relatives might disown me for giving my baby a demonic name. I WANT TO NAME MY SON.. "LUCIFER". Lucifer by the way means, the "Light Bearer" "Lights of Lights".. before Lucifer became Satan, he was the most handsome of all the archangels. God loved Lucifer so much that he has bestowed upon him the gift of beauty and light. Note: I am in no way a follower of satan and his church. I simply love the name Lucifer. and I am not trying to be deviant by doing this. The name given to us is the best gift we got from our parents. My name "Jonathan" means " Gift of God" "God Giveth" Ilove names from the bible. they have such great meanings. i dunno if I am making any sense here but as of the moment, this is what i am thinking of. fare-dee-well for now..
XOXOXO ¶ 11:14 AM
+WHAT DO ANGELS LOOK LIKE?+
Like the little old lady who returned your wallet yesterday.
Like the taxi driver who told you that your eyes light up the world, when you smile.
Like the small child who showed you the wonder in simple things.
Like the poor man who offered to share his lunch with you.
Like the rich man who showed you that it really is all possible, if only you believe.
Like the stranger who just happened to come along, when you had lost your way.
Like the friend who touched your heart, when you didn't think you had one to touch.
Angels come in all sizes and shapes,all ages and skin types.
Some with freckles, some with dimples, some with wrinkles, some without and some have acne problem.
They come disguised as friends, enemies, teachers, students, lovers and fools.
They don't take life too seriously, they travel light.
They leave no forwarding address, they ask nothing in return.
They wear sneakers with gossamer wings, they get a deal on dry cleaning.
They are hard to find when your eyes are closed,
But they are everywhere you look, when you choose to see.
¶ 1:13 AM
Like the little old lady who returned your wallet yesterday.
Like the taxi driver who told you that your eyes light up the world, when you smile.
Like the small child who showed you the wonder in simple things.
Like the poor man who offered to share his lunch with you.
Like the rich man who showed you that it really is all possible, if only you believe.
Like the stranger who just happened to come along, when you had lost your way.
Like the friend who touched your heart, when you didn't think you had one to touch.
Angels come in all sizes and shapes,all ages and skin types.
Some with freckles, some with dimples, some with wrinkles, some without and some have acne problem.
They come disguised as friends, enemies, teachers, students, lovers and fools.
They don't take life too seriously, they travel light.
They leave no forwarding address, they ask nothing in return.
They wear sneakers with gossamer wings, they get a deal on dry cleaning.
They are hard to find when your eyes are closed,
But they are everywhere you look, when you choose to see.
¶ 1:13 AM
Friday, August 29, 2003
+YIPEEEEEE..WALA LANG+
I have uploaded a picture of me and Geneve. The picture was for "Return to Green Briar." 2001. Wednesday and Pugsley.. all grown up. Neway, now you guys know what I look like. sorry it's kinda dark because i think I look better in B/W. I came across my light Contagion CD..
Hearing: 5 candles by jars of clay.. I love this song. this song reminds me of cherry cola and kittie. theme song namin yan. well, finals is just around the corner. I hope I pass all my subjects para maka graduate na ako. On time ako if I pass all these remaining subjects. I miss my Bestfriends. cecile and Manolo kept me company but nothing beats the mems, laugh trip and happy photo shoots when the three of us, (Kittie, Jonathan and Cherry cola)are together. I miss them so much. Fare-dee-well for now u guys!!
XOXOXO
+5 CANDLES+
Jars of Clay
A promise or a dare
I would jump if I knew you'd catch me
Staring over the edge
I can't tell if you'll be here for me
I close my eyes and make a wish
Turn out the lights and take a breath
Pray that when the wick is burned
You would say that it's all about love
You were there when I needed you
You were there when the skies broke wide, wide open
You were there when I needed you
You were there when the skies broke wide, wide open
You were never here
I remember you said
Love was more than your good intentions
Empty boxes on the floor
Things I never asked you for
I pray that when the wick is burned
You would say that it's all about love
I can't see the promise of
Excuses you fall upon
I pray to God not holding on
To things you've left undone
You were there when I
You were there when I..
You were there when I needed you
¶ 11:34 PM
I have uploaded a picture of me and Geneve. The picture was for "Return to Green Briar." 2001. Wednesday and Pugsley.. all grown up. Neway, now you guys know what I look like. sorry it's kinda dark because i think I look better in B/W. I came across my light Contagion CD..
Hearing: 5 candles by jars of clay.. I love this song. this song reminds me of cherry cola and kittie. theme song namin yan. well, finals is just around the corner. I hope I pass all my subjects para maka graduate na ako. On time ako if I pass all these remaining subjects. I miss my Bestfriends. cecile and Manolo kept me company but nothing beats the mems, laugh trip and happy photo shoots when the three of us, (Kittie, Jonathan and Cherry cola)are together. I miss them so much. Fare-dee-well for now u guys!!
XOXOXO
+5 CANDLES+
Jars of Clay
A promise or a dare
I would jump if I knew you'd catch me
Staring over the edge
I can't tell if you'll be here for me
I close my eyes and make a wish
Turn out the lights and take a breath
Pray that when the wick is burned
You would say that it's all about love
You were there when I needed you
You were there when the skies broke wide, wide open
You were there when I needed you
You were there when the skies broke wide, wide open
You were never here
I remember you said
Love was more than your good intentions
Empty boxes on the floor
Things I never asked you for
I pray that when the wick is burned
You would say that it's all about love
I can't see the promise of
Excuses you fall upon
I pray to God not holding on
To things you've left undone
You were there when I
You were there when I..
You were there when I needed you
¶ 11:34 PM
+I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO..+
I am so fuckin tired of making revisions for my coski2 paper. putang ina. Manolo Smith is sleeping over tomorrow. his Aunt from Australia will be staying at their house and his Aunt is fond of pestering Manolo na samahan siya sa mall or wherever she drags him to go. I need help rin kasi for my statistical report on the Noise pollution respondents. I know you guys dont know what i'm talking about right now but I wont go any further because school is not my favorite topic. fare-dee-well for now u guys.
XOXOXO
+THIRTY TWO FLAVORS+
Ani di Franco
squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said
both my parents taught me about good will
and i have done well by their names
just the kindness i've lavished on strangers
is more than i can explain
still there's many who've turned out their porch lights
just so i would think they were not home
and hid in the dark of their windows
till i'd passed and left them alone
and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a phoenix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying past
i'm not trying to give my life meaning
by demeaning you
and i would like to state for the record
i did everything that i could do
i'm not saying that i'm a saint
i just don't want to live that way
no, i will never be a saint
but i will always say
squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you might find you're starving
and eating all of the words you said
¶ 2:08 AM
I am so fuckin tired of making revisions for my coski2 paper. putang ina. Manolo Smith is sleeping over tomorrow. his Aunt from Australia will be staying at their house and his Aunt is fond of pestering Manolo na samahan siya sa mall or wherever she drags him to go. I need help rin kasi for my statistical report on the Noise pollution respondents. I know you guys dont know what i'm talking about right now but I wont go any further because school is not my favorite topic. fare-dee-well for now u guys.
XOXOXO
+THIRTY TWO FLAVORS+
Ani di Franco
squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you're going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said
both my parents taught me about good will
and i have done well by their names
just the kindness i've lavished on strangers
is more than i can explain
still there's many who've turned out their porch lights
just so i would think they were not home
and hid in the dark of their windows
till i'd passed and left them alone
and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a phoenix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying past
i'm not trying to give my life meaning
by demeaning you
and i would like to state for the record
i did everything that i could do
i'm not saying that i'm a saint
i just don't want to live that way
no, i will never be a saint
but i will always say
squint your eyes and look closer
i'm not between you and your ambition
i am a poster girl with no poster
i am thirty-two flavors and then some
and i'm beyond your peripheral vision
so you might want to turn your head
cause someday you might find you're starving
and eating all of the words you said
¶ 2:08 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
+ GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR!!+
I'm in CL4 right now.. typing my Integration Paper on the assessment of what I've learned in Sociology.. Gah!! Ms. Manaois or however her name is spelled, did not leave my paper on her pigeon hole at the faculty room.. so how can i fuckin revise my freakin paper which is due tomorrow?! sheesh.. I so wanna flush her freakin lampayatot body in the toilet right now. pumasok ako dito sa school, thinking na baka magttype nalang ako para di ako magpupuyat masyado mamaya then this?! Fuck!! di lang COSKI2 ang subject ko.. puneta!! neway, I'm trying to be productive ngayon by typing a really good and sensible paper. hehe.. It's the least I can do to make up for my flunked quizzes and frequent absences.I hope my prof wont find this paper frivolous. a piece of my mind.. hehe.. sabog talaga ako ngayon. Medyo my brain is in hibernating mode at parang gusto ko na nga rin mag-hibernate to make up for lost sleep. I stay awke doing things na wla lang. Eating, surfing o sige, minsan gumagawa ng Homework o kaya nag-aaral. hehe.. Minsan dadaan d2 sila Cecile and Manolo Smith may dalang Beer so bangag nanaman ako. I know I have not been productive for quite a long time but I hope you guys wont judge me for being like this. If you are my friend and ure reading this entry right now, you know I'm not like this talaga. i have my share of spills and this is it. di naman magtatagal to, i just lack inspiration. 5 years na akong single!! fuck. fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXO ¶ 1:49 PM
I'm in CL4 right now.. typing my Integration Paper on the assessment of what I've learned in Sociology.. Gah!! Ms. Manaois or however her name is spelled, did not leave my paper on her pigeon hole at the faculty room.. so how can i fuckin revise my freakin paper which is due tomorrow?! sheesh.. I so wanna flush her freakin lampayatot body in the toilet right now. pumasok ako dito sa school, thinking na baka magttype nalang ako para di ako magpupuyat masyado mamaya then this?! Fuck!! di lang COSKI2 ang subject ko.. puneta!! neway, I'm trying to be productive ngayon by typing a really good and sensible paper. hehe.. It's the least I can do to make up for my flunked quizzes and frequent absences.I hope my prof wont find this paper frivolous. a piece of my mind.. hehe.. sabog talaga ako ngayon. Medyo my brain is in hibernating mode at parang gusto ko na nga rin mag-hibernate to make up for lost sleep. I stay awke doing things na wla lang. Eating, surfing o sige, minsan gumagawa ng Homework o kaya nag-aaral. hehe.. Minsan dadaan d2 sila Cecile and Manolo Smith may dalang Beer so bangag nanaman ako. I know I have not been productive for quite a long time but I hope you guys wont judge me for being like this. If you are my friend and ure reading this entry right now, you know I'm not like this talaga. i have my share of spills and this is it. di naman magtatagal to, i just lack inspiration. 5 years na akong single!! fuck. fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXO ¶ 1:49 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2003
+WOOOOOOOOOWWW!!+
Just came home from SIBIL.. tangina, live show!! those gurls were flashing while dancing on the ledge..The power 4 (well 2 lang, Jay salas and Jordan herrera) were there tsaka yung Turvey twins.. di ko sila nakita sabi lang ni Mari.. Like I care.. Neway, I drank pero di ako nagpaka-lasing, I can't be drunk cause ive lots of things to do pa later, i'll type for my stupid coski2 bullshit and try to read my hand-outs in Economy and sociology.. gah!!!!!! a boy's gotta do what a boy's gotta do.. Dami ko nanamang pimples.. fuck. Fare-dee-well.
XOXOXO
+PINCH ME+
Barenaked Ladies
It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough, I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside
It's like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time, is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for
It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
And change into some drier clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
Sleep away the afternoon
Pinch me, pinch me, cause I'm still asleep
Please God tell me that I'm still asleep
On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
You'll notice that I'm not around
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
Pinch me
Try to see the world beyond your front door
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
¶ 5:15 AM
Just came home from SIBIL.. tangina, live show!! those gurls were flashing while dancing on the ledge..The power 4 (well 2 lang, Jay salas and Jordan herrera) were there tsaka yung Turvey twins.. di ko sila nakita sabi lang ni Mari.. Like I care.. Neway, I drank pero di ako nagpaka-lasing, I can't be drunk cause ive lots of things to do pa later, i'll type for my stupid coski2 bullshit and try to read my hand-outs in Economy and sociology.. gah!!!!!! a boy's gotta do what a boy's gotta do.. Dami ko nanamang pimples.. fuck. Fare-dee-well.
XOXOXO
+PINCH ME+
Barenaked Ladies
It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough, I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside
It's like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time, is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for
It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
And change into some drier clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
Sleep away the afternoon
Pinch me, pinch me, cause I'm still asleep
Please God tell me that I'm still asleep
On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
You'll notice that I'm not around
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
Pinch me
Try to see the world beyond your front door
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
¶ 5:15 AM
+WOOOOOOOOOWWW!!+
Just came home from SIBIL.. tangina, live show!! those gurls were flashing while dancing on the ledge..The power 4 (well 2 lang, Jay salas and Jordan herrera) were there tsaka yung Turvey twins.. di ko sila nakita sabi lang ni Mari.. Like I care.. Neway, I drank pero di ako nagpaka-lasing, I can't be drunk cause ive lots of things to do pa later, i'll type for my stupid coski2 bullshit and try to read my hand-outs in Economy and sociology.. gah!!!!!! a boy's gotta do what a boy's gotta do.. Dami ko nanamang pimples.. fuck. Fare-dee-well.
XOXOXO
+PINCH ME+
Barenaked Ladies
It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough, I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside
It's like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time, is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for
It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
And change into some drier clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
Sleep away the afternoon
Like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for
Pinch me, pinch me, cause I'm still asleep
Please God tell me that I'm still asleep
On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
You'll notice that I'm not around
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
Pinch me
Try to see the world beyond your front door
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
¶ 5:14 AM
Just came home from SIBIL.. tangina, live show!! those gurls were flashing while dancing on the ledge..The power 4 (well 2 lang, Jay salas and Jordan herrera) were there tsaka yung Turvey twins.. di ko sila nakita sabi lang ni Mari.. Like I care.. Neway, I drank pero di ako nagpaka-lasing, I can't be drunk cause ive lots of things to do pa later, i'll type for my stupid coski2 bullshit and try to read my hand-outs in Economy and sociology.. gah!!!!!! a boy's gotta do what a boy's gotta do.. Dami ko nanamang pimples.. fuck. Fare-dee-well.
XOXOXO
+PINCH ME+
Barenaked Ladies
It's the perfect time of year
Somewhere far away from here
I feel fine enough, I guess
Considering everything's a mess
There's a restaurant down the street
Where hungry people like to eat
I could walk but I'll just drive
It's colder than it looks outside
It's like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time, is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for
It's the perfect time of day
To throw all your cares away
Put the sprinkler on the lawn
And run through with my gym shorts on
Take a drink right from the hose
And change into some drier clothes
Climb the stairs up to my room
Sleep away the afternoon
Like a dream you try to remember
But it's gone
Then you try to scream
But it only comes out as a yawn
When you try to see the world
Beyond your front door
Take your time is the way I rhyme gonna make you smile
When you realize that a guy my size might take a while
Just to try to figure out what all this is for
Pinch me, pinch me, cause I'm still asleep
Please God tell me that I'm still asleep
On an evening such as this
It's hard to tell if I exist
If I pack the car and leave this town
You'll notice that I'm not around
I could hide out under there
I just made you say "underwear"
I could leave but I'll just stay
All my stuff's here anyway
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
Pinch me
Try to see the world beyond your front door
Pinch me
Try to figure out what all this is for
¶ 5:14 AM
Saturday, August 23, 2003
+LEARN TO FLY+
Foo Fighters
Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of lying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
I think I'm done nursing the patience
I can wait one night
I'd give it all away if you give me one last try
We'll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life
Run and tell the angels that everything is alright
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
Make my way back home when I learn to
Fly along with me, I can't quite make it alone
Try and make this life my own
Fly along with me, I can't quite make it alone
Try and make this life my own
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
XOXOXO ¶ 11:08 AM
Foo Fighters
Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of lying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
I think I'm done nursing the patience
I can wait one night
I'd give it all away if you give me one last try
We'll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life
Run and tell the angels that everything is alright
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
Make my way back home when I learn to
Fly along with me, I can't quite make it alone
Try and make this life my own
Fly along with me, I can't quite make it alone
Try and make this life my own
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to
I'm looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I'm looking for a complication
Looking cause I'm tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
XOXOXO ¶ 11:08 AM
Friday, August 22, 2003
+ I'M BACK.. WITH A VENGANCE..+
Hey guys.. for the third time, I've changed my blog.. well, this is the first enty.. URL is bohemien-pourpre.blogspot.. Bohemien (Gypsy) Pourpre (Purple) hehe.. nice!! wla lang.. sabog.. I'll go to sibil tom and drink as many beers as i can. Finals week is just around the corner.. Gah!!!!!! I hope I pass all my freakin subjects. as i always say.. Fare-dee-well for now u guys!!
XOXOXOXO ¶ 9:56 PM
Hey guys.. for the third time, I've changed my blog.. well, this is the first enty.. URL is bohemien-pourpre.blogspot.. Bohemien (Gypsy) Pourpre (Purple) hehe.. nice!! wla lang.. sabog.. I'll go to sibil tom and drink as many beers as i can. Finals week is just around the corner.. Gah!!!!!! I hope I pass all my freakin subjects. as i always say.. Fare-dee-well for now u guys!!
XOXOXOXO ¶ 9:56 PM
