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Friday, September 26, 2003
 
+HEHE..+

Addict na ako sa friendster!! Gah!! di pa ako natutulog simula kahapon, thats why i got sick na rin, but i dont freakin care.. Fare-dee-well for now u guys!!

XOXOXO
  ¶ 10:17 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
 
+ TO THY OWN SELF.. BE TRUE.+

I'm in deep shit right now.. a negative reinforcement.. i deserve it. I wont go further on the topic. I am so sorry it had to end this way.. you are better off with out me.. believe me.

Fare-dee-well (****).. I wish you all the best in life.. Thanks for everything.

To thy own self.. be true.

XOXOXO

+LET'S FORGET ABOUT IT+
Lisa Loeb

I told you I was sorry I told you I was wrong
I said it was an accident and don't tell anyone.
But you love to circle round and round you're so misunderstood.
Yeah you love to circle round and round & you know that we should
Forget about it
Let's forget about it
You lied about how much you knew I thought you were my friend.
You lied upon the mattress c'mon tell me where you've been.
You lied about this night apart, you lied about the room.
If you're gonna have to lie to me then
Let's forget about it
Let's forget about it
I'll stop crying on the mountain that we made from a molehill where we
Spilt the milk.
So you say this never happened, perhaps not the way I thought.
Did I throw this out of focus - or was it just the way we fought?
That is seemed to me you this girl, but you swear to God it's not.
Let's forget about it
Let's forget about it
I'll stop crying, if you'll stop..
I'll stop crying, if you'll stop..
I'll stop crying, if you'll stop lying to me.


  ¶ 10:07 PM
Friday, September 12, 2003
 
+IT ALL CAME BACK+

If you were to go back to highschool.. if you can turn back time.. I bet you'd want to change something.. an incident or a bad memory..bail yourself out in a situation you were stuck in before. If you were to wear your old highschool uniform, grab your big Jansport bag and pack all your school books in, what do you think you'd do first when you step into the school grounds once again?! If you can talk to your past self what would you tell yourself?! well.. I JUST DID. I was given a chance to somehow, go back in time.. I know I sound weird but believe me, it just happened. Its not like I returned to school the way Jossie Grossie in "Never been kissed" did, it was something else. I wont go into detail but it all came back.. some people had bad memories in highschool.. some got raped, lost a friend, got picked on.. what have you. As for me, I lost my confidence and my self-esteem was as low as the floor.. I was given a chance.. to go back.. and went back I did.. I got to pick up the confidence I dropped somewhere in time during highschool.. this is just like what Sigmund Freud said in his Psychosexual stages.. "what you did as a child, has something to do with what you are right now.." sige, example.. if you were trained to move your bowel and flush and wash.. (Anal stage..) you grow up to be OC (Obsessive - Compulsive) Neat freak and organized.. I believe that its just like in highschool.. what you did, what you’ve experienced, what you’ve seen in highschool has an impact on your personality today. We all wanna change things and turn back time.. but we cant. We just have to move on and just.. go. I am not saying that I have found a magic tunnel which sent me back through time.. (sana nga e) pero, what happened to me today was indirect but the effect was indescribable. I don’t expect you guys to understand what I am saying right now, pero advice ko lang.. If you can find a way, kahit anong way, to trigger what has been your problem/s, baggages na sa tingin nyo has a great effect on your life right now, don’t turn away from it.. face it and solve it. After which, you'd be geared to face the world again.. sige para malinaw.. example: you were rude and unkind to this person in highschool.. kasi geeky siya o kaya unappealing.. ngayon, nakokonsensya ka and you cant do anything about it kasi di mo na siya ulit nakita after highschool.. what you can do is to befriend this geeky, unattractive guy or girl in your class and be kind to him/her.. by doing so, , parang nabago mo na rin yung ginawa mo dati.. indirect but has the same effect on you. Labo ba? Bahala na kayo magisip.. (whoever's reading this entry right now..) Fare-dee-well for now you guys.

XOXOXO

+TIME OF YOUR LIFE+
Greenday

Another turning point , a fork stuck in the road .
Time grabs you by the wrist , directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test , and don't ask why.
It's not a question , but a lesson learned in time .
It's something unpredictable , but in the end is right .
I hope you had the time of your life .
So take the photographs , and still frames in your mind .
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time .
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial .
For what it's worth , it was worth all the while .
It's something unpredictable , but in the end is right .
I hope you had the time of your life .
It's something unpredictable , but in the end is right .
I hope you had the time of your life .
It's something unpredictable , but in the end is right .
I hope you had the time of your life .


  ¶ 11:58 PM
 
+DADDY DEAREST+

My dad and I.. we are like oil and water.. we wont mix.. I am like an arm covered in mosquito lotion and he's the mosquito.. we repel.!! They say it is written in the stars that sagitarius just wants to shoot at the lone scorpio. seconds ago, he was just giving me a back massage. he jokes around and rants why i have not given him gifts and other "consuelo de bobos" lately.. haha.. sabi ko siya ang may pera kaya he should give me gifts after all, i'm his.. (eeww).. baby boy. na konsensya naman ako so I'll go to powerbooks mamaya and try to find a book about honeybee management or anything of that sort. thats the least i can do to make up for the paglalambing. I guess im not the baby boy who sleeps on his tummy like a cinnamon tabby anymore..

+ LALALALALA+

I'm goin to Town later with Manolo and Cecile. we are gonna watch Jim Brickman. Manolo's gonna make libre sa Friday's!! ( I hope youre reading this..) I miss Cherry_Cola and kittie, i wonder whats up with them na.. o well.. fare-dee-well for now u guys.
  ¶ 10:27 AM
 
+SIMPLE LIKE THE TRUTH+

I love you
You love me
But you never say that to me,
I want you
You want me
So how come I don't believe?
It's in the way you
kiss my face,
And in your every move...

Won't you tell me something
Simple Like the truth -
Even if it isn't "I love you"?
Won't you let me know your heart,
And lay me down...
Is it so hard to tell me?

"It's nothing,
Don't be stupid,"
How come you always
Say that to me?
"It's alright, take it easy,"
But easy is so hard to be...
It's in the way you
Brush me by,
The way that you make love...

It's not that I'm weak
Baby I can't take it,
It's not that I'm blind -
I can see you fake it...
If you only knew
What I'm going thru -
Then you'd find the words to whisper
Or you'd find the strength to leave...

I watch you
You're reading
But baby you're so hard to read -
I love you
You love me
But you never say that to me...
  ¶ 2:34 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2003
 
+ RESISTANCE IS FUTILE +

I am soooooo freakin bored right now. I tried everything, surfing, sleeping, eating and.. i even walked my dog, Huggs at the park and let her play with Doctor Rico's Big dogs.. i talked to Mathew on the phone kanina but was cut short cause his sundo was there already.. he had visit his friend who has dengue right now.. eek. manolo's class is hangang 7pm pa kaya mag-isa lang talaga ako dito. I know di dapat ako nagrereklamo kasi as early as monday, which is the start of the 2nd term, i'll be as busy an ant again..New classmates, new friends.. new begginings.. My other blockmates are waiting to graduate na. last term na nila ung last term.. i'll miss them. Lei, Camille, dave and a whole lot more.. Thanks and you guys will always be a part of me no matter what. Maraming salamat. :-( fare-dee-well.

XOXOXO
  ¶ 5:35 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
 
+MUNDANE EXISTENCE...+

Sunday- Naglagay na ako ng comment box. yipee. wala lang. Bonding session with Kittie. bish while catching up on kwentos and stuff.. sitting on the doorsteps of a big house on the corner block of manolo's street. sat there til the owner had enough of our whining and made sounds on the door.. bleech. so sa bahay na lang kami, chowed the left-over pulutan at nagkwentuhan ulit. made fun of sum of the guys in the SR 99' yearbook.

Monday- COURSE CARD DAY!!! I had good grades naman.. yung COSKI2 lang talaga ang sumira. Fuck. I so wanna put that Ms. (dghsdshdhs) in a meat grinder and feed her to stray dogs. I am looking forward to a tougher and strenuous term ahead.. gah!!

Tuesday- which is ngayon, I faked nanaman a class attendance. Tumambay ulit ako sa Jakarta Park. sat down on a swing beside a really annoying englishero brat. Gusto ko nang sipain yung bata kaso nga lang ive no energy for that.

the brat: yaya, yaya, i dunno how to swing..
Yaya: kaya mu yan paolo.. jaz pus ur ligs.bak end furt.
The brat: I just cant. i dunno how... waaaaaaaahhhhh!!
yaya: (talks to another yaya) hay naku, nanuuod ka man ng "Ang iibigin ay ikaw pa rin?" dili ako nakanuod kc niutusan ako ni mam.
the brat (figures out how to push his fat ass to move the swing) yaya I can do it na o.. look!!
Yaya: wow ang galing naman o cgi djan ka mona a..
ako: (murmuring) Maga putang ina nyo.. sabay puff ng yosi.
well.. yun lang ang nangyari sakin today.. fare-dee-well for now.

XOXOXO
  ¶ 11:28 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2003
 
+ BLAHHHHHH+

alam nyo yung feeling na when you have a "new found friend', tapos nag- click kayo tapos you introduced this "new friend" to your "other friend" tapos nag-click sila. before you know it, you are out of the picture.. sila na yung magkasama. nakakainis pero ok lang di ko naman masyado friend kasi yung " new friend" actually, "utol" nya yung kaibigan ko. Im in a funny situation na ayoko nang kibuin o kausapin si "new friend" kasi tampo ako sa kanya pero yung "utol" nya ang friend ko talaga and even if i tell my "new friend's utol" na ganun nga, syempre kapatid nya pa rin yun diba? nakakainis nga e. i'll go talk to my bestfriend about this na nga lang. hehe.. I know i'm being malabo right now but I think you guys understand naman diba? ayt.. fare-dee-well for now.
  ¶ 4:01 PM
 
+YEBAYEBAYEBA!!!!!+

I almost forgot I had this blog.. whoops. Well here's what Ive been up to for the past 3 days..

Coski2- Suko na. I focused on my other subjects. lam nyo, its easy for me to pass that subject and get a 4.0 kaso nga lang yung teacher talaga olats e.. fuck.

Friday- I faked a class attendance and went to PCJ to.. hehe.. pray at the adoration chapel. a little soul searching.. wala lang, naisip ko lang na i have not attended mass and prayed and confessed for the LONGEST time.. it's the least i can do.( like what i used to do when i was younger tsaka di pa ako spiritually dried- up.. virgin pa.. hehe..) I started praying na the rosary but i had to stop kasi parang wala talaga ako sa mood. I dont wanna pray kasi na half-hearted ako so i left and instead, tumambay na lang ako sa Jakarta Park. nanuod ng basketball game. there's this dude na ka-school ko and was playing there. wala lang. Matanda na pala ako.. I saw kids there.. highschool kids from montessori and st. benedict na nagyyosi.. I remember tuloy nung first time ako nagyosi.. i was in Junior high.. the rest is history..

ngayon- Nagpainom ako dito sa house for Cecile. It's her B-day na kasi on monday e di naman kami magkikita so ako and manolo treated her. si Lawrence nagpunta rin.. kakauwi nga lang nila e.( Nga pala.. i forgot to mention, i got to talk to my favorite tita.. Tita Marissa.) I remember one of the questions that manolo asked me for his interview na project nya sa isa nyang subject.. i got this from Kittie..

THE SECRET TO LIFE IS HAVING SUCH GOOD FRIENDS. I thank God for giving me my friends. I love you guys!! ( Manolo, kittie, Cherry, Cecile, kristine, lawrence, Michelle P. Louie P. and.. I know I am missing a lot of names but you know who you guys are.. my weekender friends.) MUCHOS GRACIAS POR PENSAR EN MI!! You guys are the reason kung bakit ako masaya. shit.. I am turning into this enormous cheeseball once again. fare-dee-well for now u guys..

XOXOXO
  ¶ 3:53 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
 
+HEHE+

This Blog is Linked and advertised at Google. Di naman ako nag sign-up para dun but im happy na mas madami nang makakakita nito. this is not a peep show though, i you, so far like what you read, thanks but if you dont, wla na akong magagawa. neway, i havent studied for gepsych, Eco and Insocio. TIMECHECK: 7 hours to go, exams na.. GAHHHHHH!! Neway, i really dont care nemore. I miss my friends.. Lapit na b-day ni Cecile. Magpapainom si Manolo sa house niya for cecile. a very comforting thought before my exams.. haaaaayy.. I dunno kung sasama pa ako sa Lemery with the SEC people.. Wala na kasi akong pera e.. fare-dee-well for now u guys.. btw, WISH ME LUCK!! I'll need all the help I can get.. hehe.. LOAFER!!

XOXOXO
  ¶ 1:35 AM


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