+ FULFILLED +

Yesterday, Ive discussed with my Thesis Mates our Thesis proposal. What we wanted to do. Im so happy Hogi's my thesis mate kasi may kakampi nako. We are gonna Produce a musical Play.. "Joseph and the amazing Technicolor dreamcoat" Bigatin pero im sure we can put it all up. "Joseph.." is my Favorite musical and ive been lucky to have been part of it before at LSGH cue drama club's 2001 production of Joseph. Astig yung songs. Last night din, i talked to Kalay over the phone and asked her for some production advice.. Hindi talaga madali yung gagawin namin. there are a lot of pros and cons.. im glad i had that talk with kalay.. insightful at marami akong natutunan.. well it was something she had to learn through time.. dami na kasi nila naproduce tapos sucessful pa lahat. I still miss my friends.. sana bumisita naman sila sa cubs.. Fare-dee-well for now u guys!!

XOXOXO  ¶ 11:28 AM

  + You dont have to go home.. but you can't stay here. +

The SEC Cubicle is empty now. Mari, Bing, Ace, Ronnie, Carmen, Riz and Karla has just finished college and will be officially out of school after Graduation on Jan 31.. I dont deny the fact that i am really saddened by this.. I hate Goodbyes. I have 2 terms to go and I will be bouncing around the empty SEC cubicle for the next 9 months.. I miss my Friends already.. I miss them so bad that last night, i hard time sleeping.. all these thoughts just wont let me rest.. I thought of my Future..

+ Every new Beginning comes from some other beginning's end..+

Last night was the longest night of my life.. i couldnt sleep and cold sweat was dripping from my forehead.. My past was haunting me and my future is.. all of a sudden, right infront of me. Caught unaware and left with no other choice so i faced it.. rationaly..

My blockmates are gone.. the SEC Cubicle is surprisingly Empty.. it so depressing to go to the canteen, to smoke at Chowking and all the other places we used to go.. The FROSHies are everywhere, I feel soooooo alone. PUTANG INA!!

These are the odds.. but Somehow, something hit me.. a thought came to me and it was good..

+ When life gives you lemons.. make a lemonade!! +

As Ive said, Ive pondered about my future last night. A very unlikely thing to do but somehow,due to my restlesness and inane circumstances, i just did.
I wanna finish College in 2 terms, enroll the other Subjects on Summer, finish Thesis-2 next term and March on October.. After Graduating, I'd take my Masters at La Salle again and take up Com- Arts. haha.. This 3rd term is suicide!! I have 3 super hirap Subjects.. and Gah!! heres my Sched.. Cringe worthy..

Jonathans 3rd Term Sched:

MWF- 7:00-8:00
10:30- 11:30

Tues- 1:00-4:00pm

Thurs.- 9:00-12:00pm

M and F- 12:50- 2:20pm

I have a 7am clas MWF!! what the fuck!! Pero im inspired now.. i think I can manage.. no.. I know.

+ Cool Change +

Since my blockmates are gone, i can focus on my subjects now and there are less distraction. I can go home earlier and consume my time on studying..*Hear me talk!*
Di ko na kailangan mag-ayos masyado kasi puro Frosh naman mga kasama ko..

Im Sad but I'll get over it. Pio says that i'm too emotional and maybe I am.. I dont intend to but I can't help it. Sometimes I get too attached to people, mems and things that sometimes, their absence crushes me. Ive learned to keep a certain dettachment from all these things so i can pull my self back to the shallows just in case i go a little too far.

+ Transformation..+

I have not been conformed by tradition and in my almost 4 years stay in College, i have walked the halls of CSB in cool saunter, spoke unidentifiable gibberish with my SEC friends and spotted visually stimulating people with Mari.. Im not getting any younger and its time for a change. Those were the days.. Fare-dee-well to you all.. P1R 2000!! my Animo Farewell to all of you!! :-c

XOXOXO
  ¶ 7:56 PM