+ Black cat petals and a smiling clown +
Monday, October 18, 2004
 
+ WOHOOOOOOOO +

FEELING: Ouch. my throat hurts like hell!!
HEARING: "Spin the wheel" by Bellefire
IN THE MOOD FOR: I'm already eating it.apple cinnamon rolls from St. Cinnamon. yummmmm.

Had a great time with my SEC friends last night. I kinda miss the hiritan and tablahan.. Vic, Spliff, Mari, Piggy, Aix and Hatchie were all there. I saw a familiar face from some of Z's Manresa batchmates.. Quesa from the PCJ choir and shuttle mate going home. had a few laughs with her and *Gail. (not so sure if thats her name, sorry!!)I was already imagining myself, eating Tita Gigi's prized Shanghai rolls but there wasnt any. haha.. We had pizza, siomai, waffles, spaghetti and a lot more. Piggy had been rading the beer and was red as an apple (ano nga pala ulit yung example mo Piggy, muka kang bagong tuling *bleep*?! haha!!)We played Pictionary (Bing's team and Bart's team as group names.hehe.. Hi Bing Wijangco and Bartolome Tanjuakio!!) and sang. Z has a magic microphone.There was a feature in that magic mic where in you can change your voice. we tried singing using the "enkanto" voice. at around 2am, we all decided to go home na.. some of them have work pa kasi. early monday.. I really had fun. these people have not changed a bit. we still are the notorious SEC batch. (Spliff: yeah Baby!!)

XOXOXOXO
  ¶ 9:24 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
 
+ GO, GO, GO JOSEPH?! +

FEELING: Anxious.
HEARING: "Any dream will do" Donny Osmond
IN THE MOOD FOR: A pint of icecream (babyruth)

before I rant, I just wanna give a shout-out to my Good Frien Z Caleon!! Happy Birthday!! = )

+

Let the rants begin!! Im worried about the restaging. its on November 6 na!! Costumes, sets, the ocular, the choreography/blocking, Production Budget.. gah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its great to work with such a responsible group who went out of their way and took a personal interest on this production but the pressure is too much. we are against time and space. literally. "kaya natin to.. we shouldnt fret". (Note to self: I guess i ought to heed my own advice.)

+

Dinner at Z's house tonight. I need to take a breather and I miss them so much so I'll go. I hope Mari can make it. she's out with the family and I bet hahabol yun.

+

halloween is fast approaching. tell me where you guys will be. me and my group would probably be at a globe or smart party or whatever shindig there is at the NBC tent. hehe..

buh-bye for now.

XOXOXOXO

  ¶ 1:17 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
 
+ ZzzzzZZZZzzzzZZZzz +

FEELING: Easy like Sunday morning (huh?!)hehe..
HEARING: "Sherry Frasier" Marcy playground.
IN THE MOOD FOR: A strawberry yogurt.


I just wanna greet Cristina Miranda and Precious Espiritu- Peralta.. CONGRATULATIONS!! GRADUATE NA!! I'm so proud of you guys!!

+

I just finished watching "Diabolique" on some distant cable channel. Chazz Palminteri kinda looks like my Dad. hehe.. Just checked Super Chona's blog. awwwwww.. the saga of Super Chona has officially ended. the author identified himself as Francis.. and all the while, i thought the author was a girl. He doesnt have time to post and update the character's hillarious everyday experiences. Goodbye Chona Mae!! you can still read the past entries, for kicks. (www.chona.blogspot.com)

+

I was just killing time.. I was torturing a voodoo doll and once again, warfed and hit politicians. (Online.. you weirdo!!) I miss my Village friends.. might hang with them tonight. I miss the times I'd sit down and have a frappe with Manolo and Cecile, Sit on someone's doorsteps with Kittie while indulging on nicotine and singing commercial jingles with Cherry cola. haha.. neway, an afternoon nap would be great. considering the fact that i'd only be able to do this once in a week. fare-dee-well for now.

XOXOXOXO
  ¶ 1:42 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
 
+ HMMMMMMM.. HMMMMMM.. +

FEELING: Stuffed. Ate a lot.
HEARING: "Moonshadow" by Cat Stevens
IN THE MOOD FOR: A candy apple.

I hate the new close-up commercial.. Jimmy "The mouth" Garcia. haha.. can he be more arrogant on screen than how he is right now?! (haha..blame the writers?!)Doesnt make much of a difference to me. Ive always had this notion that beautiful people are evil.(excluding me?! haha.. just trippin) haha.. wala lang. Its true naman e. If not utterly evil, they appear too sure of themselves. Before breakfat, I was just surfing around..Trying to look for the slap-a-spicegirl game.. wala lang, for kicks. but its no longer available cause the dude who created it, doesnt want it to exist anymore. awwwww.. i'll miss hitting them. haha.. so instead, I got into this other website (www.urban75/useless) and had a blast, warfing Eminem and Britney spears.. punching politicians and shitloads of other crappy things.
I saw a slumbook coverage Britney's life on channel V the other day. As a kid, she grew up being marketed and trained to her level best ( at the expense of their family's budget and lots of other important things, neglected.) to be a quality performer someday. whats up with that?! ok, I think i'll stop now.
+
Had our first musical reahearsal for Joseph last night. Doesnt change a thing.. I still dislike the two people I mentioned (those didnt keep me from being productive though.). but I also would like to thank three people from the group; Mish, Mimay and Nikki. wala akong masasabi sa mga ito. ok talaga sila. =)
+
Anyway, last night (or should I say, really early this morning), I was just Lying in bed and was listening to a compilation CD.. Mandy Moore's rendition of the song that goes " I feel the earth move, under my feet.. blah blah.." and as I was listening to it, I really felt the earth move, under my feet. haha.. a slight earthquake perhaps. Kept me awake for half an hour or so, before I finally dozed-off. I really like this song am listening to right now. " And if I ever lose my mouth, all my teeth, north and south,
Yes if I ever lose my mouth, oh if.. I won’t have to talk.." neway, I'm going to southmall to pick up the shirts I ordered for my Halloween Costume. gotta go now.

XOXOXOXO

  ¶ 1:45 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
 
+ IT'S NOT ALL RIGHT, BUT I GUESS, IT'S OK +

FEELING: Enlightened
HEARING: "No Rain"- Blind melon
IN THE MOOD FOR: My Bestfriends: Kittie and Cherry cola.


Ive come to this realization that any moment, anything can change. Theres always conflict, wherever you go. Its Inevitable. You cant please everybody.. Good greif cause I'm not trying to. I am harboring an ill feeling towards this new person. (To sum it all up, I now dislike two people from the Joseph group) If there's one thing that Ive learned from the shortcomings I had with Mari, Pio and the SEC peeps back then, it was never to COMPROMISE myself cause I am ALL that Ive GOT. In the long run, its just ME.. ALONE in this big whole RACE called LIFE. I live by this saying and luckily, Ive suceeded. (but ofcourse you'll need your most trusted friends, once in a while to help you get thru this.)Ive disected My REAL friends from ACQUAINTANCES and companions; some of which, i really dont not seeing ever again for theres no connection. Give and Take. I'm confident enough to believe that whatever happens, I have my everyday angels to comfort me when I'm distraught. I will be civil and will act professional.. The restaging will push through; the show must go on. and after, theres no looking back. no regrets, just lessons learned. In light of this, To know if you are a friend or just a mere acquaintance, just ask me. (If youre not sure about our relationship with each other, your probably an acquaintance.. I never leave my friends with doubts in their heads)I will be blunt so please be ready. I'll also tell you what I think of you. Fare-dee-well for now.

XOXOXOXO
  ¶ 11:23 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
 
+ SAVE MY SCHNOZ AND KISS MY BLOODY ARSE +

FEELING: Hungry
HEARING: My sister playing the piano "Thrilll Waltz"
IN THE MOOD FOR: McNuggets.

My ass and nose are getting bigger.. haha.. I lost weight and left these two parts with lard to booth. haha.. neway, Ive added a tag board. For your sick Tag-Frenzy-amusement, a simple "your page sucks" will be deeply appreciated. My parents are Leaving for the States early this November.. The crazy couple wants to take an Alsakan cruise via San Francisco.. Its too cold to take a cruise especially going to that part of the country. Might go to disneyland nextyear. Mom promised my baby sister, Angel. Neway, gonna find something to eat. fare-dee-well for now, heathens. hehe..

XOXOXOXO
  ¶ 2:14 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
 
+ AM I ON THE RIGHT TRACK?! +

FEELING: Intense.. Distraught.
HEARING: The little voices in my head..
IN THE MOOD FOR: An answer to this question.


My previous post was all about the merrymaking we do every night. which reflects my current state of mind at that time. carefree, restless.. without a care in the world. but I shouldnt be, now it scares me. The restaging of "Joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat" will be on November 6.. I can still hear anthony asking me "Hindi ka ba kinakabahan?" tsk, tsk. It sinked in just now. Yes, kinakabahan na ako. Here's the thing.. If Anthony wont stoop and let his pride reach ground level and Hogi wont break down in public, ako, I dont let them see that I'm crushed. I still project an unforgiving, headstrong aura but really, I'm bit by bit starting to falter. (and I shouldnt be talking about it.. not to defeat the purpose. Trivial.) I cant let them see this side of me cause every glimmer of hope resides in all of us. I cant just die out knowing that everything turns dim prior to me, giving up. A rapport distraction, I'm currently pissed at this one person among our group. If this person keeps this irritating attitude, I will give this person an ultimatum that he/she/it will never forget. This person definitely, doesnt know the real Jonathan yet.This person is clueless about this cause I hide it so well. I hate Know-it-all people. (Manolo knows that and he's somehow, subdued now.) its just annoying when people do that. putting their best foot forward and ending up really pathetic.I miss Manolo, Cecile, Kitty and Cherry cola.. my reality-check-friends.. (10:37AM post)

+ TO BE CONTINUED>>
  ¶ 10:34 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
 
+ VIDEOKE KING +

FEELING: Stunned.
HEARING: "My Favorite mistake" by Sheryl Crow
IN THE MOOD FOR: A dalandan soda.

Just came home from providence. haha, another fun videoke night. I got my voice back.. after days of coughing and wheezing, I can sing again. Gift of song, reclaimed. haha. and for our last song we had the SPAGHETTI song - sex bomb. haha.. Anthony was with us tonight. and he seems to have left his pessimistic self. he was enjoying every song that I sensed that he gets pissed when we sing over him.. sing along with him on his song. sapawan!! haha.. I hitched with Arman going home. we were near Multinational Village when we felt the earthquake. ang lakas!! but it was just for a while, buti na lang. neway, I ate squidballs past 6pm and I smoked today. broke my "vow to diet and abstinence from vices" on the very day that marks the second week of this disciplined abstinence. haha.. I miss Cherry cola and Kitty.. I'm gonna sleep na. (Way before my regular bedtime which is around 3-4am) fare-dee-well!!

XOXOXOXO
  ¶ 11:55 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
 
+ DOCTOR LOVE +

FEELING: Steady.. I'm almost well!!
HEARING: "BULAKLAK" by the Viva hot babes here at ALVA.. damn..
IN THE MOOD FOR: A snapple.

MJ had to tap me twice to make his presence known. haha.. Ive left my glasses at home and I can hardly see a thing. For the first time in so many months, I ate at the canteen; alone. yup. very unlikely. Met MJ at the canteen and we got to talk about his girl hunting and SEXcapades.. haha. I miss hanging with MJ. My naive sex craved friend. once in a while, i need other people around too = ) we sang at the videoke- han place at Providence (Me, mish, Hogi, Drei and Nicco) lafftrip, we sang songs from the 60's to the freakin early 90's!! haha.. then for kicks we sang "Rosalinda" by Thalia.. got our tongues twisted with all the fast beat and spanish lyrics.. haha. That was a fun night. neway, I gotta go now. fare- dee-well.

XOXOXOXO
  ¶ 4:00 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004
 
+ I'M BETTER OFF DEAD +

FEELING: Really bad.. am sick.
HEARING: "Buddy Holly" by Weezer/ "Why does it always rain on me?" by Travis
IN THE MOOD FOR: I dunno, I just wanna get well.


Snot is shooting out of my nose, i'm zit infested and everyday, my cold gets worse. wow. Just read Kitty's Live journal and I'm happy that she's over with her thesis. shes been slaving on the damn thing for quite sometime but see, it finally paid off. Mad props man!! Heres a little sum up of what Ive been doing during my non- blogging days:

+ Saw the excorcist with Drei, Hogi, Nikko and Arman. I'm not into watching movies but these guys were my movie buddies for the past cinema trips. woohoo.

+ Saw Feng Shui with Manolo, Cecile and Archie.

+ Learned how to ride a PUJ via Baclaran from La salle at the wee hours of the morning because there were no busses available during those times. I've considered these jeepney trips going home, my quiet time to enjoy the cool air of early gloomy mornings. wtf?! haha..

+ I dont eat dinner anymore. And Im close to having my old slender form back. haha.. disiplina lang talaga.. Actually, I dont eat anything after lunch anymore. Torture? di naman..

+ I sleep at around 330am-4am everyday.. hence my resistensya got low and I got sick. tsk, tsk..

+ I quit smoking. I started last friday. I'm going thru the withdrawal period hence, i'm sick. I believe its another reason.

+ I have not updated this blog till now. obvious ba?!

+ I have been Thinking about the future. (now I really am sick. I can tell)

+ There's a Fortune telling booth situated at the block entrance of our street. It was originally just wines and spirits but now they have elemental guidance and healing thru craft practice of some sort.. I dunno If its a gimick to promote the store or something.. haha.. but its worth a try.

+ Hogi is being hunted by the Dulaang Filipino losers for her critical analysis of DF's "Macbeth" She fuckin posted it on her blog objectively and Its her freakin blog to begin with. Her opinion is her opinion and you cant change that. Those Dulaang Filipino shitheads need some reality check. Cant take critisicm?! kill yourselves. Damn Heathens.

+ The couches at starbucks taft will be our teritorial spot. Drei will make sure of that.


I really need to get some sleep. I fuckin hate this!! gah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tangina.

XOXOXOXO

  ¶ 11:58 PM


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