+ Black cat petals and a smiling clown +
Monday, November 29, 2004
+ PASS ME THE BARF BAG +
FEELING: Numb.
HEARING: “My Favorite Mistake”-Sheryl Crow
IN THE MOOD FOR: A pint of Butterfinger ice cream.
I know I’ve gone through a 10-day blogging hiatus.. and its because I don’t have anything interesting to write but now I’m back.
Here are some of the things I’ve been up to for the past few days:
+ Gone biking with Drei, Hogi, Nicco and Mish.
+ Killed time by walking around the village smoking with Manolo. ano nga pala description ko manolo? "like a 20 dollar slut at the back of a car" that was how wasted we were. hehe..
+ Slept all day. Woohoo!!
+ And slept some more. Sheesh..
Productivity rate = a whopping ZERO. And I stuck by it for a few more days.
The other day, I was broke and had nothing to do and nowhere to go around school. I went to the LRC and saw a movie. “Little women” I got so inspired by Winona Ryder’s character, Jo. I feel for her but I think I’m a cross between Beth and Jo: A wild child but at the same time timid and homebound.
I kinda miss my mom and dad. But I’ve longed for this space and I think we all need it. I’m turning 21 on December 8. I remember the time when I turned 15, I wished to be like Peter Pan.. never to be a year older than how I was .. well, its been 5 years and I bet I’d go on counting. I don’t wanna grow old.. and that’s an understatement.
Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXOXO
¶ 1:30 AM
FEELING: Numb.
HEARING: “My Favorite Mistake”-Sheryl Crow
IN THE MOOD FOR: A pint of Butterfinger ice cream.
I know I’ve gone through a 10-day blogging hiatus.. and its because I don’t have anything interesting to write but now I’m back.
Here are some of the things I’ve been up to for the past few days:
+ Gone biking with Drei, Hogi, Nicco and Mish.
+ Killed time by walking around the village smoking with Manolo. ano nga pala description ko manolo? "like a 20 dollar slut at the back of a car" that was how wasted we were. hehe..
+ Slept all day. Woohoo!!
+ And slept some more. Sheesh..
Productivity rate = a whopping ZERO. And I stuck by it for a few more days.
The other day, I was broke and had nothing to do and nowhere to go around school. I went to the LRC and saw a movie. “Little women” I got so inspired by Winona Ryder’s character, Jo. I feel for her but I think I’m a cross between Beth and Jo: A wild child but at the same time timid and homebound.
I kinda miss my mom and dad. But I’ve longed for this space and I think we all need it. I’m turning 21 on December 8. I remember the time when I turned 15, I wished to be like Peter Pan.. never to be a year older than how I was .. well, its been 5 years and I bet I’d go on counting. I don’t wanna grow old.. and that’s an understatement.
Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXOXO
¶ 1:30 AM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
+ ANOTHER DAY IN MY- SO- CALLED PARADISE +
FEELING: A little sleepy.
HEARING “Simply because”- Rooney
IN THE MOOD FOR: A bottle of beer and some food. FEED ME!!
I was in school earlier and I felt like I didn’t want to be there. I wore dirty smelly clothes and my hair was all tangled up so before I left for school I blindly cut through unmanageable hair on the back and some on the side burns. Hehe.. The last time I played barber was when I had to cut the exceeding hair brushing my earlobes back in highschool afraid that I’d be left in the morning line to get an instant zip from the prefect of discipline (I bet you guys know the school rule of boys having short hair that wont exceed the lobes and wont touch the eyebrows yadda, yadda)I’m broke and I live on cold warped sandwiches to keep me full for hours and the drinking fountain for liquid sustenance. No twister fries for the next 2 weeks. I was killing time at Chowking and was having my second stick for the day when I noticed a chubby little girl who had hair ponytail held up high and wore big glasses buying a of menthol candy not far from where I was sitting. I was careful not to puff until she left. I didn’t want her to breathe in what I was breathing out. She kinda reminded me of myself when I was around 6. I wore glasses too. Even bigger than what she was wearing and at an early age, my dad warned me not to smoke when I grow up. Well daddy lookie- lookie..hehe.. I was too young for the sermon that instead of listening and absorbing it, I became defiant and stubborn. The SEC people I said I missed a lot in my previous entry were in school today. I’m so happy to see them. RG dropped by the cubicle too. We were making fun of Piggy and indulging in pointless banter.. just like in the good old SEC days. I’m gonna add Kittie’s new blog. So if you guys wanna link her up, feel free to do so.
Buh- bye for now.
XOXOXOXO
¶ 9:35 PM
FEELING: A little sleepy.
HEARING “Simply because”- Rooney
IN THE MOOD FOR: A bottle of beer and some food. FEED ME!!
I was in school earlier and I felt like I didn’t want to be there. I wore dirty smelly clothes and my hair was all tangled up so before I left for school I blindly cut through unmanageable hair on the back and some on the side burns. Hehe.. The last time I played barber was when I had to cut the exceeding hair brushing my earlobes back in highschool afraid that I’d be left in the morning line to get an instant zip from the prefect of discipline (I bet you guys know the school rule of boys having short hair that wont exceed the lobes and wont touch the eyebrows yadda, yadda)I’m broke and I live on cold warped sandwiches to keep me full for hours and the drinking fountain for liquid sustenance. No twister fries for the next 2 weeks. I was killing time at Chowking and was having my second stick for the day when I noticed a chubby little girl who had hair ponytail held up high and wore big glasses buying a of menthol candy not far from where I was sitting. I was careful not to puff until she left. I didn’t want her to breathe in what I was breathing out. She kinda reminded me of myself when I was around 6. I wore glasses too. Even bigger than what she was wearing and at an early age, my dad warned me not to smoke when I grow up. Well daddy lookie- lookie..hehe.. I was too young for the sermon that instead of listening and absorbing it, I became defiant and stubborn. The SEC people I said I missed a lot in my previous entry were in school today. I’m so happy to see them. RG dropped by the cubicle too. We were making fun of Piggy and indulging in pointless banter.. just like in the good old SEC days. I’m gonna add Kittie’s new blog. So if you guys wanna link her up, feel free to do so.
Buh- bye for now.
XOXOXOXO
¶ 9:35 PM
+ WHOPPING CLEAN SPACE IN AN INSTANT +
FEELING: So alive.
HEARING: “Ugly girl”- Fleming and John
IN THE MOOD FOR: A Butterfinger ice cream.
Hogi invited me to hang at Nicco’s place early this afternoon. I declined for a number of reasons. First, I was too lazy to shower. Second, I felt like sleeping the whole day and third, I somehow, want to detach from the Joseph peeps for a while. I want to get back on my life before Joseph even started. Do the things I used to do and hang with people I used to hang with. I’m playing a sick prank on Cris Miranda by the way, sorry Cris; I’m on playful mode. Resistance is futile. Hehe.. Manolo dropped by this afternoon. My parents are in the states and we are left alone bouncing and trouncing in our house but that doesn’t mean that I feel lonely. A month without the parents, C’MON!! hehe.. I do not like surprise visitors. Before I knew it, Manolo was in the living room flaunting his new phone to yaya and my sister. Damn. Kittie dropped by too. We caught up on each other’s lives and she helped me clean my room. Manolo, Kittie and I were feeling a little hungry so we went out to chow. After that, we got back here at my place to chat some more. Played 20 questions, smoked and on with our not so wholesome topics. Hehe.. I also miss my SEC friends. Mari, Aiko, Crizelle, Piggy, Alvin and Rissa in particular. Hope our Tagaytay road trip pushes through soon. Once again, Thanks Kittie for cleaning my room!! I won’t mess it up for a couple of weeks or so.. Hehe.
Buh-bye for now.
XOXOXOXO
¶ 2:21 AM
FEELING: So alive.
HEARING: “Ugly girl”- Fleming and John
IN THE MOOD FOR: A Butterfinger ice cream.
Hogi invited me to hang at Nicco’s place early this afternoon. I declined for a number of reasons. First, I was too lazy to shower. Second, I felt like sleeping the whole day and third, I somehow, want to detach from the Joseph peeps for a while. I want to get back on my life before Joseph even started. Do the things I used to do and hang with people I used to hang with. I’m playing a sick prank on Cris Miranda by the way, sorry Cris; I’m on playful mode. Resistance is futile. Hehe.. Manolo dropped by this afternoon. My parents are in the states and we are left alone bouncing and trouncing in our house but that doesn’t mean that I feel lonely. A month without the parents, C’MON!! hehe.. I do not like surprise visitors. Before I knew it, Manolo was in the living room flaunting his new phone to yaya and my sister. Damn. Kittie dropped by too. We caught up on each other’s lives and she helped me clean my room. Manolo, Kittie and I were feeling a little hungry so we went out to chow. After that, we got back here at my place to chat some more. Played 20 questions, smoked and on with our not so wholesome topics. Hehe.. I also miss my SEC friends. Mari, Aiko, Crizelle, Piggy, Alvin and Rissa in particular. Hope our Tagaytay road trip pushes through soon. Once again, Thanks Kittie for cleaning my room!! I won’t mess it up for a couple of weeks or so.. Hehe.
Buh-bye for now.
XOXOXOXO
¶ 2:21 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
+ I'M JUST A KID +
FEELING: Stuffed. Twister fries.. yum!!
HEARING: "Never let you go"- Third eye blind
IN THE MOOD FOR: A baby ruth bar.
My parents left for the states late last night. My dad gave me my allowance for 3 weeks and I freakin spent it!! haha.. I was feeling stressed so I had a Thai massage at southmall yesterday. I also bought a Blaine doll. (Apparently, Barbie and Ken called it quits and Blaine is Barbie's new boyfriend. WTF? haha.. I just find Blaine cool so I bought one at toy kingdom. I wont open it.) Manolo got our Halloween pics. I love Halloween.
+
To the Joseph cast: My parents brought with them to the states the joseph video they took during the play. They will show it to my relatives in Irvine and west covina cali, sanfo and Arkansas. haha.. going international na tayo clokworx!! miss you guys!!
+
sana ang cast party this weekend na.. oh, im broke nga pala.. damn.
Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 1:45 PM
FEELING: Stuffed. Twister fries.. yum!!
HEARING: "Never let you go"- Third eye blind
IN THE MOOD FOR: A baby ruth bar.
My parents left for the states late last night. My dad gave me my allowance for 3 weeks and I freakin spent it!! haha.. I was feeling stressed so I had a Thai massage at southmall yesterday. I also bought a Blaine doll. (Apparently, Barbie and Ken called it quits and Blaine is Barbie's new boyfriend. WTF? haha.. I just find Blaine cool so I bought one at toy kingdom. I wont open it.) Manolo got our Halloween pics. I love Halloween.
+
To the Joseph cast: My parents brought with them to the states the joseph video they took during the play. They will show it to my relatives in Irvine and west covina cali, sanfo and Arkansas. haha.. going international na tayo clokworx!! miss you guys!!
+
sana ang cast party this weekend na.. oh, im broke nga pala.. damn.
Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 1:45 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
+ DRY YOUR EYES AND FAKE A SMILE AS WE ALL SAY GOODBYE+
FEELING: emotional..
HEARING: "goodbye" Jars of clay
IN THE MOOD FOR: The Joseph cast =(
Its official. Joseph's saga; from Four's company to clokworx, the new casting, rehearsals and ngaragans are finally over. Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. It was fun and I will be forever grateful for having been given the oppurtunity to produce and be part of JOSEPH AND THE AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAMCOAT. Wherever life leads me in the future, I will always look back to this experience. It was all so fast.. It was happening right before us and soon enough, everything's a memory by now. It wasnt something tangible.. I would hold on to this joseph experience forever. Shout out to the cast: the dasma group, Joseph-I cast members and to those who helped us and appreciated what we had to offer. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Mad props to CLOKworx!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!
+
Life goes on.. we all grew and learned so much from this experience.. our humble beginning.
" may I return.. to the beginning. The light is dimming, and the dream is too. The world and I, we are still waiting, still hesitating.. any dream will do.."
fare-dee-well Joseph.
XOXOXO ¶ 11:05 PM
FEELING: emotional..
HEARING: "goodbye" Jars of clay
IN THE MOOD FOR: The Joseph cast =(
Its official. Joseph's saga; from Four's company to clokworx, the new casting, rehearsals and ngaragans are finally over. Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. It was fun and I will be forever grateful for having been given the oppurtunity to produce and be part of JOSEPH AND THE AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAMCOAT. Wherever life leads me in the future, I will always look back to this experience. It was all so fast.. It was happening right before us and soon enough, everything's a memory by now. It wasnt something tangible.. I would hold on to this joseph experience forever. Shout out to the cast: the dasma group, Joseph-I cast members and to those who helped us and appreciated what we had to offer. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Mad props to CLOKworx!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!
+
Life goes on.. we all grew and learned so much from this experience.. our humble beginning.
" may I return.. to the beginning. The light is dimming, and the dream is too. The world and I, we are still waiting, still hesitating.. any dream will do.."
fare-dee-well Joseph.
XOXOXO ¶ 11:05 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
+ PLUG!! +
PLEASE WATCH CSB FILIPINESCAS AND CLOKWORX'S PRODUCTION OF "JOSEPH AND THE AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAMCOAT" THIS SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 6, 2004 AT THE ST. CECILIA'S HALL, ST. SCHOLASTICA'S COLLEGE MANILA. TICKETS AT 120 PESOS. SHOWS AT 2PM and 7PM.
FOR TICKET RESERVATIONS AND OTHER INQUIRIES, TEXT (0917-3245059)
PLEASE SUPPORT THIS PRODUCTION!! ¶ 1:17 AM
PLEASE WATCH CSB FILIPINESCAS AND CLOKWORX'S PRODUCTION OF "JOSEPH AND THE AMAZING TECHNICOLOR DREAMCOAT" THIS SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 6, 2004 AT THE ST. CECILIA'S HALL, ST. SCHOLASTICA'S COLLEGE MANILA. TICKETS AT 120 PESOS. SHOWS AT 2PM and 7PM.
FOR TICKET RESERVATIONS AND OTHER INQUIRIES, TEXT (0917-3245059)
PLEASE SUPPORT THIS PRODUCTION!! ¶ 1:17 AM
