+ Black cat petals and a smiling clown +
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
+ CHRONIC SHIT AND A FEW MORE STINKERS +
FEELING: Calm.. steady..
HEARING: "Keep fishing"- Weezer
IN THE MOOD FOR: Food. atleast for now.
It never really occured to me that this thing could happen to me.. well, I try to puke after ive eaten a lot.. and am scared that this would eventually be a routine and I wont wait to be stuffed to do so. I am feeling bloated and I feel so helpless. haha..
BOULIMIA- ( byü-'lim-E-&, bü also bou·lim·ia) - A serious eating disorder.. characterized by compulsive overeating usually followed by self-induced vomiting or laxative or diuretic abuse, and is often accompanied by guilt and depression.
I also started to smoke again. oh boy.. but am not actually depressed. am surprisingly calm. haha..
NOTE TO FRIENDS: No need to worry because its all good. I'm not loosin it and I'm still steady. hehe..
My parents are somewhere in Europe right now and I am actually enjoying my freedom.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 2:53 PM
FEELING: Calm.. steady..
HEARING: "Keep fishing"- Weezer
IN THE MOOD FOR: Food. atleast for now.
It never really occured to me that this thing could happen to me.. well, I try to puke after ive eaten a lot.. and am scared that this would eventually be a routine and I wont wait to be stuffed to do so. I am feeling bloated and I feel so helpless. haha..
BOULIMIA- ( byü-'lim-E-&, bü also bou·lim·ia) - A serious eating disorder.. characterized by compulsive overeating usually followed by self-induced vomiting or laxative or diuretic abuse, and is often accompanied by guilt and depression.
I also started to smoke again. oh boy.. but am not actually depressed. am surprisingly calm. haha..
NOTE TO FRIENDS: No need to worry because its all good. I'm not loosin it and I'm still steady. hehe..
My parents are somewhere in Europe right now and I am actually enjoying my freedom.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 2:53 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
+ SPORADICAL BLOGGING +
FEELING: I can hardly breathe right now.
HEARING: The halftime dance, march band tune- "American Beauty"
IN THE MOOD FOR: Sisig.. hehe
I never knew I could pass as a 16 year old naive Froshie. hahaha!! do I look 16?! yeah.. 16 X 2!!
Crazy!!
XOXOXOXO ¶ 9:58 AM
FEELING: I can hardly breathe right now.
HEARING: The halftime dance, march band tune- "American Beauty"
IN THE MOOD FOR: Sisig.. hehe
I never knew I could pass as a 16 year old naive Froshie. hahaha!! do I look 16?! yeah.. 16 X 2!!
Crazy!!
XOXOXOXO ¶ 9:58 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
+WHO LET THE DOGS OUT?! WOOF!! +
FEELING: Steady
HEARING: "Save Tonight"- Eagle Eye cherry
IN THE MOOD FOR: Some gummy bears
SATURDAY:
Camille's Debut. yun lang. HAPPY B-DAY!!
SUNDAY:
The Binyag of Karla's Mini-me "Isha" hehe.. I was there early. Hooray!! considering the fact that I'm from Paranaque and the binyag and reception is in Quezon city. Got to Hang with my SEC friends/ Blockmates. they still are the cooooooolest crowd and I am always at home with them.. I love you guys!! ( Karla, Mari, Bing, Toffer, Lei, Shine, Gelo, Z, Aiko and the emancipation of Piggy!! love you piggy!!)
Monday:
Slept the whole day!! perpetual Bliss. haaaay..
TUESDAY:
Cherry cola and Kittie slept over. we had a pajama party (what the?!) hehe.. it was fun :-)
hey you guys! watch the Bobby parks movement play here at BF homes later tonight!! sa aguire!! am goin too :-)
XOXOXOXO ¶ 1:47 PM
FEELING: Steady
HEARING: "Save Tonight"- Eagle Eye cherry
IN THE MOOD FOR: Some gummy bears
SATURDAY:
Camille's Debut. yun lang. HAPPY B-DAY!!
SUNDAY:
The Binyag of Karla's Mini-me "Isha" hehe.. I was there early. Hooray!! considering the fact that I'm from Paranaque and the binyag and reception is in Quezon city. Got to Hang with my SEC friends/ Blockmates. they still are the cooooooolest crowd and I am always at home with them.. I love you guys!! ( Karla, Mari, Bing, Toffer, Lei, Shine, Gelo, Z, Aiko and the emancipation of Piggy!! love you piggy!!)
Monday:
Slept the whole day!! perpetual Bliss. haaaay..
TUESDAY:
Cherry cola and Kittie slept over. we had a pajama party (what the?!) hehe.. it was fun :-)
hey you guys! watch the Bobby parks movement play here at BF homes later tonight!! sa aguire!! am goin too :-)
XOXOXOXO ¶ 1:47 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
+ SPARKLEBERRY FIN POPPIN IN +
FEELING: Hot. Literally.
HEARING: "Electrical storm"- U2
IN THE MOOD FOR: a sundae
As much as I wanna stay in to keep myself from broiling under the hot sun. there are some activities that I just can't miss. Cebu was GREAT!! I was practically treated like royalty there (hehehe.. ) and I also had my share of some local action. Been Hanging with Kittie and Cherry cola.. it's nice to be able to hang with them till the wee hours of the morning. School's out of the picture for cherry cola.. CONGRATULATIONS ENGINEER!! As for me, am in deep shit and am actually surprised to have my head above the mess ive made. hehe.. 9 lives on the roll. well enough ranting.
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Ive stumbled across my old "chicken soup for the teenage soul" book, I think it was the first of the series that came out, i dunno,. anyway, as i was breezing thru the pages, I read something about acceptance. to sum it all up, it simply says:
not everybody has to like you. You cant force them to like you any more than they can force you to like them. we are responsible for whatever we are feeling. I'm ok, youre ok, we are all ok. we are never broken. we cant solve other peoples problems. we can only do so much.
Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 12:44 PM
FEELING: Hot. Literally.
HEARING: "Electrical storm"- U2
IN THE MOOD FOR: a sundae
As much as I wanna stay in to keep myself from broiling under the hot sun. there are some activities that I just can't miss. Cebu was GREAT!! I was practically treated like royalty there (hehehe.. ) and I also had my share of some local action. Been Hanging with Kittie and Cherry cola.. it's nice to be able to hang with them till the wee hours of the morning. School's out of the picture for cherry cola.. CONGRATULATIONS ENGINEER!! As for me, am in deep shit and am actually surprised to have my head above the mess ive made. hehe.. 9 lives on the roll. well enough ranting.
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Ive stumbled across my old "chicken soup for the teenage soul" book, I think it was the first of the series that came out, i dunno,. anyway, as i was breezing thru the pages, I read something about acceptance. to sum it all up, it simply says:
not everybody has to like you. You cant force them to like you any more than they can force you to like them. we are responsible for whatever we are feeling. I'm ok, youre ok, we are all ok. we are never broken. we cant solve other peoples problems. we can only do so much.
Fare-dee-well for now.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 12:44 PM
