+ Black cat petals and a smiling clown +
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
+ RANDOM ENTRY +
FFELING: Worn out
HEARING: Truthfully- Lisa Loeb
IN THE MOOD FOR: some nachos
+ SATURDAY
Aik0's Pseudo "Surprise" B-day Party. Manresa, CSB peeps were there. it was a fun night.
+ SUNDAY
My Uncle from the states came to visit. he stayed in my room. for the first time, my room was squeeky clean. I never thought that could be possible.
+ JUST YESTERDAY
Had a talk with Manolo. The kind of talk me and kittie often have. I have realized a lot of things.. Happiness is relative from person to person.. and so is the manner of pursuing it. I say its a pursuit because it can be a conscious effort or just a laid back approach. either way, we all wish to be happy. whatever we have in life right now, its just what we take. weather we like it or not, we just take it as it is because we cant have everything. I used to wonder how other people live their lives. the wallflowers and the geeks.. the jocks and the chics.. prejudice is inevitable. How we all live our lives is our business. but each of us affects each other in more ways than one. Simple acts of kindness will never be left in vain. We sometimes, or often times think of the other person as boring or loud. what have you; but if it makes them happy and it's not offensive, then we should all let them be. the way we want ourselves to be left alone with our thing. " Kanya- kanyang trip lang yan so walang pakialamanan." let us all live life to the fullest. However we want it to be. there isnt really a formula. but there are guides. Happiness= Sucess.
I am not a competitive person. I do not strut my self and I dont really show- off what I have. and am happy that way. Manolo is very outspoken and wants his originality to show. I used to demean him because I thought that he was being flighty. but Ive come to realize that he does that to be free. and now I respect that. Respect + Kindness = happiness = Success. there. you can add a whole lot more actually. hehe.. Some people judge other people because they see the same things in the person they jude in themselves. Some people lie about who they are so they can pretend to be someone else. and this goes on.. pero sana whatever we do, well all be happy. enough. hehe.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 4:48 PM
FFELING: Worn out
HEARING: Truthfully- Lisa Loeb
IN THE MOOD FOR: some nachos
+ SATURDAY
Aik0's Pseudo "Surprise" B-day Party. Manresa, CSB peeps were there. it was a fun night.
+ SUNDAY
My Uncle from the states came to visit. he stayed in my room. for the first time, my room was squeeky clean. I never thought that could be possible.
+ JUST YESTERDAY
Had a talk with Manolo. The kind of talk me and kittie often have. I have realized a lot of things.. Happiness is relative from person to person.. and so is the manner of pursuing it. I say its a pursuit because it can be a conscious effort or just a laid back approach. either way, we all wish to be happy. whatever we have in life right now, its just what we take. weather we like it or not, we just take it as it is because we cant have everything. I used to wonder how other people live their lives. the wallflowers and the geeks.. the jocks and the chics.. prejudice is inevitable. How we all live our lives is our business. but each of us affects each other in more ways than one. Simple acts of kindness will never be left in vain. We sometimes, or often times think of the other person as boring or loud. what have you; but if it makes them happy and it's not offensive, then we should all let them be. the way we want ourselves to be left alone with our thing. " Kanya- kanyang trip lang yan so walang pakialamanan." let us all live life to the fullest. However we want it to be. there isnt really a formula. but there are guides. Happiness= Sucess.
I am not a competitive person. I do not strut my self and I dont really show- off what I have. and am happy that way. Manolo is very outspoken and wants his originality to show. I used to demean him because I thought that he was being flighty. but Ive come to realize that he does that to be free. and now I respect that. Respect + Kindness = happiness = Success. there. you can add a whole lot more actually. hehe.. Some people judge other people because they see the same things in the person they jude in themselves. Some people lie about who they are so they can pretend to be someone else. and this goes on.. pero sana whatever we do, well all be happy. enough. hehe.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 4:48 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
+ FORGIVEN NOT FORGOTTEN +
FEELING: Steady.
HEARING: Cornflake girl- Tori Amos
IN THE MOOD FOR: a bottle of soy milk and some doughnuts.
We had our block, monthly gimick last saturday. I was an hour and a half late. I caught up with the crazy bunch at Oody's just in time. Two of my blockmates are pregnant. Riz and Ronnie. I wish them all the best :-) Boby and mari.. they are such an intersesting couple. my favorite couple. so in love. hehe.. Kalay is the lola of the bunch, hehe.. may wisdom na about a lot of things. am really happy for all of them. We went to music 21 and sang our hearts out. gave a whole new meaning to some of the lines " DON'T COME AND GO.." and "SWAY MY WAY.." I'd never take those lines in an innocent note anymore, thanks to Bing and Kalay!! haha.. crazzzzzy!! ------- Early that day, I met up with primo at ayala alabang to purchase the nuggets. sorry it took so long dude. I dropped by a garage sale and I saw a box full of teenie- bopper mags. 16, Tutti-frutti, teenbeat, BOP.. haha.. brings back childhood mems. watching blossom and Home improvement was my daily habbit before. laughtrip. :-)
Forgiveness is an option. Manolo.. we are back in the game. Amigos para siempre.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 2:38 PM
FEELING: Steady.
HEARING: Cornflake girl- Tori Amos
IN THE MOOD FOR: a bottle of soy milk and some doughnuts.
We had our block, monthly gimick last saturday. I was an hour and a half late. I caught up with the crazy bunch at Oody's just in time. Two of my blockmates are pregnant. Riz and Ronnie. I wish them all the best :-) Boby and mari.. they are such an intersesting couple. my favorite couple. so in love. hehe.. Kalay is the lola of the bunch, hehe.. may wisdom na about a lot of things. am really happy for all of them. We went to music 21 and sang our hearts out. gave a whole new meaning to some of the lines " DON'T COME AND GO.." and "SWAY MY WAY.." I'd never take those lines in an innocent note anymore, thanks to Bing and Kalay!! haha.. crazzzzzy!! ------- Early that day, I met up with primo at ayala alabang to purchase the nuggets. sorry it took so long dude. I dropped by a garage sale and I saw a box full of teenie- bopper mags. 16, Tutti-frutti, teenbeat, BOP.. haha.. brings back childhood mems. watching blossom and Home improvement was my daily habbit before. laughtrip. :-)
Forgiveness is an option. Manolo.. we are back in the game. Amigos para siempre.
XOXOXOXO ¶ 2:38 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
+ SICUT LUTUM IN MANU FIGULI.. Definitely!! +
FEELING: Happy.
HEARING: Santa Monica- Savage Garden
IN THE MOOD FOR: Gummy bears!!
The Things that I have realized recently. things that I do and the facts in life that I often over look:
1.) I am my worst critic.
2.) I love Math!!
3.) I am fine the way I am.
4.) I do not need aproval.
5.) I am anemic.
6.) I pray for other people.
7.) I used to hate pineapple juice but now I drink it like its water!!
8.) I'm not analitical.
9.) I'll be forever messy (so Kittie and Dad, deal with it!!)
10.) Deep inside, I'm no frills :-)
11.) I love myself ( it took a long time for me to realize that I should )
12.) I'm not the boy-next-door-type.
13.) I still bite my nails and my nostrils flare when I'm tensed.. oh yes.
14.) I am far more better than what i give myself credit for.
15.) I'm not ready to love and be in a romantic relationship just yet.
16.) I hate loud people.
17.) Friends come and go.
18.) I really hate my non- believers.
19.) I hate facists. I hate myself.
20.) I am capable. yes.
21.) I am scary.
22.) I am weird. you guys just dont see it but I am.
23.) I eat anything.
24.) taking a bath is an option.
25.) I hate the color orange.
26.) I am usually the one who ends a relationship and I never look back.
27.) I am unforgiving.
28.) I hate friend- pretenders.
29.) I love to eat.
30.) Sleeping around is not a crime.
31.) I love jap food.
32.) I love my friends.
33.) at some point, I loved Barney.
34.) Lizards make me quiver in disgust.
35.) Barbie and Ken are good sex dummies. ( right kittie?!)
36.) I like the after taste of gulping orange juice then eating instant noodles.
37.) I love the smell of the service center of ATC.
38.) I am envious of Cherry- cola's skin.
39.) I am sweaty. but I never had B.O.
40.) I like watching Infomercials.
41.) I only hate 1 person. I really, really hate this person. My village friends know exactly who this roach is.
42.) Its all good.
I will still edit this. hehe..
XOXOXOXO ¶ 10:55 AM
FEELING: Happy.
HEARING: Santa Monica- Savage Garden
IN THE MOOD FOR: Gummy bears!!
The Things that I have realized recently. things that I do and the facts in life that I often over look:
1.) I am my worst critic.
2.) I love Math!!
3.) I am fine the way I am.
4.) I do not need aproval.
5.) I am anemic.
6.) I pray for other people.
7.) I used to hate pineapple juice but now I drink it like its water!!
8.) I'm not analitical.
9.) I'll be forever messy (so Kittie and Dad, deal with it!!)
10.) Deep inside, I'm no frills :-)
11.) I love myself ( it took a long time for me to realize that I should )
12.) I'm not the boy-next-door-type.
13.) I still bite my nails and my nostrils flare when I'm tensed.. oh yes.
14.) I am far more better than what i give myself credit for.
15.) I'm not ready to love and be in a romantic relationship just yet.
16.) I hate loud people.
17.) Friends come and go.
18.) I really hate my non- believers.
19.) I hate facists. I hate myself.
20.) I am capable. yes.
21.) I am scary.
22.) I am weird. you guys just dont see it but I am.
23.) I eat anything.
24.) taking a bath is an option.
25.) I hate the color orange.
26.) I am usually the one who ends a relationship and I never look back.
27.) I am unforgiving.
28.) I hate friend- pretenders.
29.) I love to eat.
30.) Sleeping around is not a crime.
31.) I love jap food.
32.) I love my friends.
33.) at some point, I loved Barney.
34.) Lizards make me quiver in disgust.
35.) Barbie and Ken are good sex dummies. ( right kittie?!)
36.) I like the after taste of gulping orange juice then eating instant noodles.
37.) I love the smell of the service center of ATC.
38.) I am envious of Cherry- cola's skin.
39.) I am sweaty. but I never had B.O.
40.) I like watching Infomercials.
41.) I only hate 1 person. I really, really hate this person. My village friends know exactly who this roach is.
42.) Its all good.
I will still edit this. hehe..
XOXOXOXO ¶ 10:55 AM
